Just so I don't

Just so I don’t


I breathe to keep from dying
I dream to keep from living
I laugh to keep from crying
I dance just to keep moving
I love to keep from hating
I fly to keep from falling
I charm to keep from scaring
I write to keep from exploding
I implode to keep it in
I thank you for reading

And I'll appreciate you commenting
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# Posté le mercredi 26 août 2009 09:10

My death experience

My death experience


I recently had a brush with death, yes another one, I guess death is not ready for me yet, I'm too much to handle LOL, any way what I learned from my experience is that the soul is almost weightless but it's like 99.99% of us and it wears the body like a shoe, it's brand new at birth but you know what happens to it throw the years, since I left my body for a minute I could feel both parts separately, my soul is perfect I felt nothing but I was aware and I was relived like never before I felt complete but the worst part is my body, what I felt in my body was unbearable, the shoe was completely worn out and torn apart, yes we leave our emotions back, I didn't want to come back I'm always hurting but I never knew how much and now I know, I had the choice to not come back on the condition to le go completely, forget about everything I'm, everything I love and everything I hate so I did but something popped back, I couldn't forget about one thing, the thing that kept my heart together and that was the deal breaker and I got shoved back to my body, it took me a while to recover, it was so hard to get used to the pain again but one thing I'm happy about now is that I'm not scared to die any more cause I know that it's better than where I'm at right now.
Dead or alive, I don't care any more
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# Posté le mercredi 26 août 2009 09:06

Shattered lives

Shattered lives

I come from a broken home, so are most of my friends, what's going on with our world lately? Everything seems to be getting worst, we all know what's right but we insist on doing what's wrong; I guess we're just stupid...
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# Posté le mercredi 26 août 2009 09:03

The ultimate teas

The ultimate teas

Imagine having the keys of the eternal heaven but you just can't reach and every time you get closer it backs up further, what a fucking teas! So should I just throw them away, they're just making me more and more depressed...
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# Posté le mercredi 26 août 2009 09:00

Numb

Numb

I'm so numb, and everything is grey to me now, why I ask? I think the years finally caught up with me and I just don't care any more, I don't get why people care any way, I'm 18 years old and I'm talking like an 80 years old woman, maybe I'm 80 who knows any more...
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# Posté le mercredi 26 août 2009 08:57

Odd one out

Odd one out

Why is every body obsessing about being normal? Normal these days is being the same as every one else, every one looks the same thinks the same even acts the same, what's wrong with being different, special, unique, I take pride of being all those things, crucify me if you want but I'll never be a part of your stupid world...
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# Posté le mercredi 26 août 2009 08:52

The world is ours

The world is ours

Every thing can be done
If we raise our voice as one
If we dream to reach the sun and burn our fears

You and me against the rest
Working hard to do our best
Healing wounds and clearing chests wiping tears

I wanna be heard
You wanna be loved
They wanna be safe
Once in their life
To breath easy

Let's work together
Sister and brother
And make it better
To last for ever
And breathe easy

Appreciate the life
You've been given to survive
All the tests and all the pain that comes along

Keep on giving till the end
Don't you worry god shall send
All the good shall come your way so never stop

Never stop
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# Posté le jeudi 23 juillet 2009 06:58

Modifié le mardi 18 août 2009 09:48

Agony of the heart

Agony of the heart

We walk alone in the rain
He holds my hand and every ting is fine
We walk in the rain because that's what we do
Poring down on us and washing away the past
No one understands me better than him
Two wrongs make it right
At least for him and me
I look in his eyes while the rain is poring
Lightning strikes but I don't care
He'll keep me safe, he promised
What's love if not what I have with my angel?
I'm addicted to him and I'll never sober up
My mysterious lover heals the wounds of my heart
Although the pain he inflicts on me is beyond healing
Still, he's for ever my love and the reason why the sky is black
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# Posté le jeudi 23 juillet 2009 06:40

**********************shackled girl with golden tears**************************

**********************shackled girl with golden tears**************************
Weigh me down with the shackles of blame

Fear in their eyes as they cast the shame

I'm the girl with the tears of gold

Is this why you keep on bringing the pain

What you don't know is that my smile is of diamonds

If you knew would you have treated me differently?

I'm nothing but the game of the devil

I can't be broken so they keep on bending

Pulling and pushing and pulling again

Bad things happen to good people

Maybe it's time to switch sides
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# Posté le lundi 20 juillet 2009 07:04

Modifié le jeudi 23 juillet 2009 06:42